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Book Review: The Countess

Title: The Countess


Author: Rebecca Johns


Genre: Historic, Fiction, Historical Fiction


Number of Pages: 355


My Rating: πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹


Book Summary:

Was the β€œBlood Countess” history’s first and perhaps worst female serial killer? Or did her accusers create a violent fiction in order to remove this beautiful, intelligent, ambitious foe from the male-dominated world of Hungarian politics?
 
In 1611, Countess ErzsΓ©bet BΓ‘thory, a powerful Hungarian noblewoman, stood helpless as masons walled her inside her castle tower, dooming her to spend her final years in solitary confinement. Her crimeβ€”the gruesome murders of dozens of female servants, mostly young girls tortured to death for displeasing their ruthless mistress. Her opponents painted her as a bloodthirsty Ε‘krata β€”a witchβ€”a portrayal that would expand to grotesque proportions through the centuries.

In this riveting dramatization of ErzsΓ©bet BΓ‘thory’s life, the countess tells her story in her own words, writing to her only sonβ€”a final reckoning from his mother in an attempt to reveal the truth behind her downfall. Countess BΓ‘thory describes her upbringing in one of the most powerful noble houses in Hungary, recounting in loving detail her devotion to her parents and siblings as well as the heartbreak of losing her father at a young age. She soon discovers the price of being a woman in sixteenth-century Hungary as her mother arranges her marriage to Ferenc NΓ‘dasdy, a union made with the cold calculation of a financial transaction. Young ErzsΓ©bet knows she has no choice but to accept this marriage even as she laments its loveless nature and ultimately turns to the illicit affections of another man.

Seemingly resigned to a marriage of convenience and a life of surreptitious pleasure, the countess surprises even herself as she ignites a marital spark with Ferenc through the most unromantic of the violent punishment of an insolent female servant. The event shows Ferenc that his wife is no trophy but a strong, determined woman more than capable of managing their vast estates during Ferenc’s extensive military campaigns against the Turks. Her naked assertion of power accomplishes what her famed beauty could capturing the love of her husband.

The countess embraces this new role of loving wife and mother, doing everything she can to expand her husband’s power and secure her family’s future. But a darker side surfaces as Countess BΓ‘thory’s demand for virtue, obedience, and, above all, respect from her servants takes a sinister turn. What emerges is not only a disturbing, unflinching portrait of the deeds that gave BΓ‘thory the moniker β€œBlood Countess,” but an intimate look at the woman who became a monster.


My Thoughts:

I thoroughly enjoyed this novel once I became immersed in it; however, if you’re expecting a gothic tale of vampires or a fast-paced thriller about cold-blooded murders, you may find yourself disappointed.

The novel is a beautifully written fictionalized memoir of the real-life Hungarian Countess ErzsΓ©bet (Elizabeth) BΓ‘thory, infamously known as the “Blood Countess” due to the numerous young servant girls who were murdered under her care. Within the story, she is also portrayed as an “evil stepmother” figure to these girls. Though she welcomed them into her home with good intentionsβ€”offering them basic education, providing dowries, and at times even attempting to arrange marriagesβ€”any misstep on their part was met with harsh and often brutal punishment, laced with pain and deep humiliation.

The author doesn’t just paint a portrait of her cruelty, but elegantly paints a profile of a beautiful, strong, intelligent and well-educated woman. In a time where woman were coveted for their beauty and ability to bare children and provide an heir. But behind every great man, was a woman who ran the house and holdings. The Countess was a master at all of it, which I believe is what got her into trouble later in life.

However, the Countess had been through her fair share of hardships and cursed love affairs. Ultimately, every man whom she gives her love and affection to, including her son, pass her over for someone else. She fears she’ll never feel love again, and that one day she’ll be left powerless and ignored by men. This fear slowly drives her madβ€”until it ends, quite literally, in bloody murder.

But this isn’t a story about madness or a woman feeling sorry for herself. Instead, it’s a vivid tale of a clever, strong-willed woman trying to protect her family’s power during a time of war and shifting loyalties. The story focuses so much on her political and emotional strategies that the murders of the young girls in her care don’t come to the forefront until much later. By then, Bathory has revealed herself as smart, witty, charming, and generousβ€”so much so that, it’s hard to believe she could truly be guilty.

The author’s focus on Countess Bathory’s childhood gives the story real depth. Without it, The Countess would be just another tale about a heartless killerβ€”a typical, blood-soaked narrative full of violence but lacking substance.

This novel shows how deep, hidden fears can slowly damage the mindβ€”especially when a woman like Elizabeth Bathory is forced to live under strict rules that leave her and her children vulnerable to betrayal, poverty, violence, and even death. On the surface, she seems calm and collected, but internally the pressure and fear quietly build.

In the end, Elizabeth’s violent outbursts make sense as the result of constant stress, emotional loss, and betrayal. Especially after losing some of her children and being rejected and humiliated by the men she depended on for safety.

My only critique is that the story moved a bit slowly at times, and I would’ve liked to read more about the trials involving her servants. Bathory’s fate was sealed when she was bricked into her tower, where she stayed until the end of her life.

That said, I definitely recommend this novel if you enjoy a rich, engaging historical read that leaves you questioning what really happened. The the depictions of the murders are not for the weak of heart, so be forewarned. I’ve always been fascinated by the story of Elizabeth Bathory, and this book only made me more curious. Rebecca Johns’ writing is wonderfully done, and I’ll absolutely be checking out more of her work!

Hope you enjoyed the review!

Ciao!

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Book Review – Drowned

Title: Drowned


Author: Therese Bohman


Genre: Fiction, Thriller


Number of Pages: 217


My Rating: πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’‹


Book Summary:

Marina has left behind her stalled relationship and floundering academic career in Stockholm and travels to rural SkΓ₯ne to visit her sister, Stella. They haven’t seen each other in some time and Stella now lives with a much older, quite famous author, Gabriel. The couple resides in a beautiful old house full of books, gorgeous flowers and, as Marina soon learns, plenty of secrets. Despite herself, Marina becomes more and more enthralled by the enigmatic and unpredictable Gabriel even as she becomes convinced that something isn’t right about her sister’s new love.

Set in the idyllic countryside during a fleeting Swedish summer and autumn, nothing is as it seems in this spellbinding novel of psychological suspense. Combining hothouse sensuality with ice-cold fear on every page, Drowned heralds the emergence of a major new talent on the international scene.


My Thoughts:

I was sucked into the novel almost instantly, reading the first 50 or so pages with ease. The story was intriguing from the start; the sisterly dynamic, the mysterious famous boyfriend, the loss of interest Marina was battling with her academics and all wrapped up in the beautiful country side in Sweden. How could you not be enthralled?

As the book progressed, though I was still reading with ease, but it started to dwindle my interest slightly. The best way I could describe it is, if you’ve ever watched a tea kettle begin to boil and then you pull it off the burner before it begins to whistle. It’s mildly disappointing when you get to the peak and it just….stops.

I won’t spoil anything but the relationship dynamics were interesting, somewhat realistic to a degree, especially that of Stella and Marina and of Stella and Gabriel. You never really know what’s occurring in a romantic relationship behind closed doors. But the story took a turn for the boring and frankly, almost abusive in the second act. The mystery of Stella wasn’t fully solved and it only hinted, strongly, that Gabriel had a hand in it. But you kind of have to make your own conclusions and assumptions about that and his past.

Marina, Stella’s younger sister, who the book’s perspective is set, seems lost in her life. She craves romance, confidence and to be something or someone better. She admired her sister and looked up to her quite a lot. However, it begs the question if she herself wanted to step into her sister’s life and not live her own. Gabriel gladly obliges by giving her the attention she desires.

The descriptions of the scenery, florals and everything in between was spectacular, however the ending was, let’s just say, boring and lack-lustre at best. To me it felt like it was missing something, more substance, but it just ends abruptly.

It was translated from Swedish, so it was kind of funny when I would see grammatical errors, or at least I thought so, but that was rare. If you want a quick read, it’s something to get through in about a day or two, I’m a slow reader though. It’s good for what it was, but I’ll be passing this one along.

FYI, I shelved Magic Lessons by Alice Hoffman for the time being. I was struggling with the writing style, but enjoy the story. I just needed a break.

Up next is The Manor House by Gilly Macmillan!

Hope you enjoyed the review!

Ciao!!

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Review – Anime – Delicious in Dungeon

Now I’ll leave the episode by episode review to the real anime watchers but this is my review. And to be honest, I thought it was a cute little gem to be found on Netflix. You can watch it dubbed, but I personally like watching anime in Japanese and reading subtitles. But there are options! Now, I’m pretty positive this was a Manga first…..yup, just checked! The Manga was released in 2014.

Title: Delicious in Dungeon

My Rating: πŸ‘

Released: 2024

Genre: Anime

Number of Seasons: 1

Actors: KentarΓ΄ Kumagai, Sayaka Senbongi, Asuna Tomari, Hiroshi Naka, Saori Hayami

Setting: The Island, situated off the coast of Kahka Brudlt – dungeon located near Merini Village

Where to watch: Netflix

Plot:

After a failed dungeon raid that resulted in his younger sister being eaten by a dragon, Laios and the remaining members of his party, Marcille and Chilchuck, set out to rescue her from being digested by the dragon. Having lost most of their supplies in the raid, the group are unable to afford rations, so they make the unusual decision to source all their food from inside the dungeon… including eating monsters! Fortunately, a odd dwarf named Senshi is willing to help them by showing them how to cook the various monsters in the dungeon.

My Opinion:

I genuinely loved this show, it ‘s fun and quirky and made me giggle quite a bit. I personally love anime that showcase food/cooking and this mixed with the fantasy aspect of dungeon diving almost feels like a D&D vibe.

The relationship development between characters is interesting and well thought out, along with each characters back stories and own growth as the show progresses. The main characters are all lovable in their own ways, my personal favourite is Senshi, but each has a special place in my heart. However, the secondary cast of characters were a surprise and their personalities a wonderful addition to the plot.

But if you think this show is lighthearted and happy throughout the whole thing, you are sadly mistaken. I love that it has a darker overarching story line which also develops as the season progresses, a nice surprise and I personally feel that it deepens the show even further.

I will however mention that it starts off a touch slow, but seriously stick with it! The show progresses nicely and well worth the watch for the characters and comedy alone.

It’s clever, fun and a show I looked forward to watching every week! Well, when it was still releasing episodes. There has been confirmation of a Season 2 coming in the future so looking forward to it. Give it a watch and I promise you won’t be disappointed!

Big Thumbs up!

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Bonus – Docuseries – The Program: Cons, Cults, and Kidnapping

Title: The Program: Cons, Cults, and Kidnapping

My Rating: πŸ‘

Released: 2024

Genre: Documentary, True Crime

Number of Seasons: Docuseries – 3 Episodes

Director: Katherine Kubler

Cast: Katherine Kubler, Alexa Brand, Dominick Bolella, Allison Chee, Diana Nowak, Janja Lalich, Maia Szalavitz, Thomas Houlahan

Setting: 2024, video evidence from early 2000’s

Where to watch: Netflix

Plot: Years after being sent to a disciplinary school, a woman who is haunted by her experiences decides to expose the corruption and abuse of the troubled teen industry.

My Opinion:

I love true crime anything and this was on my watch list as soon as it came on Netflix. It’s always hard to watch documentaries regarding the abuse of children/teens and this was no exception.

It tells the stories of Katherine Kubler and her fellow “classmates” as they are kidnapped and taken to this institution for troubled teens. However, like most of these types of places it was rampant with physical, mental, and sexual abuse. Absolutely disgusting for these adults to have even participated and work for a place in which this was happening. They didn’t even question their job roles and the disciplinary actions being used on these children. Makes me question their moral compass, don’t you think? What’s even worse is that the parents were brainwashed enough to believe in this program.

This isn’t the worst video evidence I’ve watched in a documentary related to child abuse, but it certainly hits you like a ton of bricks, especially when the victims recount their experiences themselves. It’s heartbreaking to watch and listen to.

But this sheds light on a larger problem and the fact that these institutions and “programs” geared to help troubled youth are not regulated and aren’t really thoroughly looked into. It’s scary to think there is an entire umbrella company that is still in full operation. It’s the long con to reap as much money from these poor unsuspecting parents, ultimately using cult techniques to turn the parents first then the children.

It’s incredible the amount of people they re-encounter through this process of discovery, attempt at healing and so forth. Even some of their abusers in which they attempt to speak with was revolting to listen to/watch. Some had remorse, while others did not.

There was a light at the end of all this darkness, it seems that they are attempting to pass bills in the U.S. to have these institutions regulated and so forth. Sadly, the bills keep being met with resistance and road blocks. What will it take? Teens have died due to abuse in these programs/institutions.

Ultimately, I feel like this documentary only scratched the very dark surface of the topic at hand and the organization of these institutions. You can sense the trauma that these individuals are STILL going through. The joking and laughing is clearly their coping mechanism for what they all endured, which those watching this can only imagine unless you lived it yourself.

This was hauntingly good and definitely recommend watching it, especially if you enjoy true crime. But be warned, it may be difficult to watch, I know I had to watch the episodes in intervals.

My only dilemma with this documentary is the title, they kept referencing work the program so I feel that would have been a fitting. Though I can understand why this title was chosen.

Otherwise…

Thumbs up!

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Bonus – Movie Review – Don’t Worry Darling

Title: Don’t Worry Darling

My Rating: πŸ‘ŽπŸ»

Released: 2022

Genre: Drama, Mystery, Thriller

Director: Olivia Wilde

Actors: Florence Pugh, Harry Styles, Chris Pine, Olivia Wilde

Setting: 1950’s

Where to Watch: Netflix, Amazon Prime

Plot: While her husband leaves home everyday to work in a top secret facility, a young 1950s housewife begins to question her life when she notices strange behaviour from the other wives in the neighbourhood.

My Opinion:

The cast was amazing to say the least and it’s the first time I’ve seen Harry Styles act, which I have to say he is a fantastic actor. Chris Pine and Olivia Wilde are always favourites of mine and I’d never seen Florence Pugh before, but have another one of her movies lined up on my watch list. Needless to say, she makes a wonderful leading lady and a gem of an actress. Each actor played their characters perfectly, I really couldn’t see anyone else in those roles. The set and wardrobe were stunning and brought you right back to the the 1950’s, fully immersing you the the entire experience.

However, as much as I loved all those aspects, the story line seemed like it was missing something. It was engaging and intriguing for the first half of the movie, but the character development starts to lag behind, leaving the mystery of the movie to be the star of the show.

The final twist was interesting, but ultimately dissatisfying. It felt rushed and unfinished at the conclusion, and some of the character’s actions make no sense at all in the end.

The movie had so much imagination, intrigue and a cast to die for, but never quite finds it’s way in the end to be that diamond in the rough. That out of the blue surprise that keeps you captivated and spread the word to friends and family of it’s brilliance.

I enjoyed it for what it was, but I wouldn’t ever watch it again and it’s not a movie I would recommend anyone to watch.

So unfortunately it’s a Thumbs down for me.

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Bonus – Television Series Review – Griselda

Title: Griselda

My Rating: πŸ‘

Released: 2024

Genre: Biography, Crime, Drama

Number of Seasons: Tv Mini Series – 6 Episodes

Creators: Carlo Bernard, Ingrid Escajeda, Dour Miro

Actors: Sofia Vergara, Alberto Guerra, Martin Rodriguez, Juliana Aiden Martinez

Setting: Miami, Florida during the 70’s and 80’s

Where to watch: Netflix

Plot: Griselda chronicles the real life of savvy and ambitious Colombian business woman, Griselda Blanco, who created one of the most profitable cartels in history. A devoted mother, Blanco’s lethal blend of charm and unsuspecting savagery helped her expertly navigate between family and business leading her to become widely known as the “Black Widow”.

My Opinion:

An interesting story and to be honest, one I had never heard about. Everyone knows about famous Columbian Drug Lord Pablo Escobar, but who knew about this woman? I enjoy a good Crime/Drama as much as the next person, heck the movie Blow with Johnny Depp is one of my favourites. But this one took me by surprise and it was the talk of the “town” aka everywhere this past two months.

Sofia Vergara plays Griselda Blanco, a woman who flees MedellΓ­n, Columbia and ends up in beautiful Miami, Florida. Where she begins her difficult climb to the top in a male driven drug trade, only to learn that being naive doesn’t get you to where you want to be. She became ruthless and savvy in her tact, even monstrous at times. She slowly acquires her team of confidants, body guards and henchmen. Her once body guard, Dario played by Alberto Guerra, who later became her husband, was a bright spot in her darkened path. Attempting to be a voice of reason for her, only to be over shadowed by Rivi, played by Martin Rodriquez.

June, played by Juliana Aiden Martinez, is a woman attempting to make her mark in her career as a police officer. Her struggles pay off when her hunch is correct and she joins a tactical force designed to capture drug lords in Miami, Griselda included. Eventually she makes her mark in her career.

The whole series was intriguing and they really tried to humanize Griselda through it all, justifying her actions. However, actions have consequences, which lead to terrible consequences in the end.

Sofia Vergara was incredible all around. The physical transformation she had to go through with the prosthetics on her face must have taking hours, but looked flawless. I couldn’t have chosen a better person for the role to be completely honest. But than again, I may be biased as I adore Sofia Vergara in general. As for the other actors/actresses, I had never seen most of them before and I can say they were fabulous as well. I would definitely like to see them in more television series or even films in the future.

With that all said, I have to admit that the last episode felt rushed, like they were just trying to tidy everything up in a neat little bow to finish off the series. I didn’t enjoy that at all. No spoilers, but I wish they had got into more detail and time lines for certain things. Even extending it to another one or two episodes. It felt almost unfinished. That was definitely a huge negative in my book.

All in all, it’s an enjoyable watch, but with anything take it with a grain of salt. I’m sure her reign as a female drug lord was far darker then they made it out to be in the show. But I’d say go in with an open mind and just appreciate the brilliant acting, the setting and the story for what it is. If you are intrigued enough to look into Griselda’s life further then this, it’s your prerogative. But for me, I don’t care to know more then this.

Thumbs up all the way!

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Book Review – Krampus The Yule Lord

I won’t spoil anything, but I have decided to make it a goal to read at least one book per month. If I so happen to read two, I’ll be very lucky and I have a few I want to get off my shelf. I prefer physical books myself; the smell and feel of a book in my hands reminds me of being a kid and getting books from the library. But I divulge.

Any who!

Krampus is one that I really couldn’t put down once I got into it. I needed to read more!

Krampus The Yule Lord by Brom

Ciao!

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What? It’s February Already!?

I can’t believe the month of January flew by that quickly. It feels like just yesterday we were celebrating the holidays. I guess time flies when you have kids.

Today was a pretty okay day, very gloomy and raining outside, frankly doesn’t even feel like winter now. This ever changing weather is driving me up the wall to be completely transparent. Nothing I can really do about it other then take it day by day and make the best of it.

Yesterday I tried my hand at a new dark rye bread recipe and it was good, but something seemed to be missing. Plus it was a really mushy dough, which I’m pretty positive that the dough is suppose to be firm before baking. I asked my cousin who works in a bakery and trained as a chef what I did wrong, she made some suggestions for next time so I will have to try them out. Sorry no picture this time around, but next time!

Today I got my new glasses, which I am pretty excited about. This new prescription is absolutely incredible and for the first time in a very long time, I feel like I’m not straining my eyes to see. My eyes adjusted easily to the change. Plus I adore these new frames! My sunglasses didn’t come in yet so I couldn’t pick them up, but I will take a picture once I do! Also, my cousin (the chef) has similar glasses, can you say two peas in a pod?

Exactly what I wanted! Perfection in frame form ❀

What else today…

Oh Valeria was a chatter box and seems to be dealing with her teething pretty well. Now that I say that, I’ve probably jinxed it. She has been very playful and laughing a lot more every day. It’s nice that’s she starting to find her little voice. I swear she understands everything I say to her or maybe I just like to think so. She smiles and laughs when I tell her I love her, coincidence? What about you guys, does your baby react to things you say or did they when they were babies? Also, I think she is going through a bit of a growth spurt, she is sleeping and eating like crazy. Oh sleep….I miss you…

I finally finished Krampus The Yule Lord by Brom, book review incoming for that today as well. And onto the next one: It Rides A Pale Horse by Andy Marino.

Now I’d like to discuss some goals and hopes for February. I try to set little tasks, hopeful to complete them in my time frame, so let’s make the list!

  • Go through my clothing and get rid of anything I no longer wear, fits or need – i.e. bring to consignment or donate
  • Clean up my desk – It’s a disaster!
  • Plan out blog posts on a weekly basis
  • Finish It Rides A Pale Horse by Andy Marino and write a book review
  • Organize: 1. Our food pantry/fridge, 2. Valeria’s clothing (by age), 3. My clothing (by season/active wear), 3. Get my husband to organize his clothing, 4. The living room and re-arrange
  • See my family on my dad’s side (nonna, zia & zio, my cousin) – They haven’t met Valeria in person yet
  • See my cousin on my mom’s side (I haven’t seen her in 10-15 years, we recently reconnected and talk every day)
  • Photograph Century Manor in Hamilton – Blog post to follow once photos are captured
  • Make a list of 3 places I’d like to visit with Valeria and my husband (day trips) and photograph our outing
  • Sell some household items on Facebook Market place – Trying to declutter. ‘I wonder if I could become a minimalist…’
  • Complete a few wood burning projects – one is currently in the works and the other is a gift idea
  • THOROUGHLY CLEAN – I need to do a deep clean of our living space. I mean scrub, dust, shine, etc. You name it, I’ll be doing it
  • Begin my Sourdough starter – YES! I am so excited for this you have no idea
  • Get back to the gym and keep working on my weight loss and nutrition

I think that’s everything I’d LIKE to accomplish this month. Not in any particular order either. But I will keep you posted on how I do! What are your February plans? Do you have any goals you would like to accomplish?

Ciao!